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Claire Lamman, the college鈥檚 spring 2019 outstanding graduate, turned out to be much better at science than she鈥檇 thought possible

As she prepares to accept two degrees, one in physics and the other in astronomy with highest honors, Claire Lamman appears to be just the sort of student you鈥檇 expect to be named outstanding graduate of the College of Arts and Sciences at the 麻豆影院.听

Lamman graduates on May 9 with summa cum laude distinction in astrophysical and planetary sciences. She wrote her honors thesis on red-dwarf star multiplicity. Her thesis advisor called her the 鈥渕ost outstanding undergraduate student I have worked with.鈥� In fall, she will begin a graduate research fellowship in astrophysics at Harvard University.听

But she spent years believing she was not smart enough to pursue the field she loved鈥攁stronomy. She attributes her success to persistence, hard work and luck. 听

She dates her interest in astronomy to kindergarten, when her teacher told her about astronauts, whereupon Lamman decided to write a non-fiction book about the planets. In grade school, her grandparents often took her to the Denver Museum of Nature & Science, where the planetarium would screen 鈥淏lack Holes: The Other Side of Infinity.鈥�

Astronomy is something she鈥檚 always wanted to do, 鈥渁lthough I haven鈥檛 always thought I could do this.鈥�

At CU 麻豆影院, Lamman has been behind the projector, showing 鈥淏lack Holes鈥� to audiences at Fiske Planetarium. She鈥檚 also racked up an impressive list of awards, and a version of her honors thesis is being considered for publication by a peer-reviewed journal.

鈥淚 know I come across as kind of an over-achiever right now. I realize that. But I haven鈥檛 always thought of myself in that way,鈥� Lamman said.听

鈥淚 was a total slacker in elementary school,鈥� she said, adding that her second-grade teacher declined to recommend Lamman for an accelerated-learning program 鈥渂ecause she said I wasn鈥檛 good at math.鈥�

Lamman doesn鈥檛 blame the teacher; she says she simply 鈥渄idn鈥檛 care鈥� about school in those early years.听

In a speech to fellow honors students, Lamman explained further: 鈥淕rowing up, I didn鈥檛 feel smart,鈥� she said. 鈥淚 stood out more as a creative person 鈥� putting most time into drawing, playing piano and writing atrocious poetry.鈥澨�

But astronomy remained her real passion. 鈥淪o, I decided to give it a go鈥攁nd found that succeeding in science means a lot more than just being 鈥榮mart.鈥欌��

In a meeting with James W.C. White, interim dean of the college, Lamman identified a key moment when she began to reconsider her own abilities. When her family moved to a new town and she began studying in a new school, she found herself slightly ahead of other students in an area she presumed she was not good at: math.

鈥淎nd it was the first time I felt smart,鈥� she said, pausing before inflecting the word 鈥渟mart鈥� as if she were still questioning the term. Then she began working harder.听

Upon entering CU 麻豆影院 as a student, Lamman鈥檚 goal was to graduate in four years with at least a 3.0 grade-point average. 鈥淚 thought that was going to be really difficult for me,鈥� she said.听

White, who is not only dean but also a noted climatologist and one of the most highly cited researchers on the CU 麻豆影院 campus, told Lamman that his experience resembled hers. He, too, didn鈥檛 take studying too seriously until high school, 鈥渨hen I realized I could actually get good grades,鈥� White said.

In her prepared remarks for fellow honors graduates, Lamman expounded on this theme. Science, and particularly research, is hard.听

鈥淵ou can be brilliant, hard-working, innovative, and yet fail purely from bad luck,鈥� she said. 鈥淚, like probably most of you, am here today due to some combination of persistence, creativity and luck, none of which I鈥檝e always fully appreciated or known how to use.鈥�

Even with hard work, persistence and luck, Lamman faced obstacles, she said. In spring 2018, it felt like her research was 鈥済oing nowhere鈥� because she was struggling to identify a weird pattern in her data. After much effort, she found the problem in her computer code: out of thousands of lines of code, she鈥檇 missed two characters.听

鈥淎 1 and a 0 stole months of my life,鈥� she said, adding: 鈥淩esearch is a lot like the weather in 麻豆影院. It can be confusing, difficult to see consistent trends, and just when you鈥檝e finally got it, you have days of sun and think winter is over鈥攂am!听Bomb cyclone.鈥�

Lamman, who says she wants to spend at least part of her time in her career doing outreach鈥攈elping people understand the science she loves鈥攕ays persistence and creativity have been critical.听

Generating new approaches to inquiry, making connections, conducting novel research, even presenting work in an accessible way all require creativity, she said, the kind of creativity she thought had been useful only for her hobbies.
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鈥淚 didn鈥檛 turn out to be smarter than I thought; I just realized the potential of skills not traditionally associated with science.鈥澨�